Monday, December 31, 2007

Year end

If I were asked about the greatest achievement of 2007, it must be joining SPE.

Holiday season. Not in the mood for work. I ended up spending the holiday at home, but my mind wasn’t really there. It’s like a trip back to the 90s. The concept of family has become so vague… So is the festival…

The curtain falls on 2007. The other day a friend asked me what my New Year resolution was, a question I’d never thought about. I don’t wanna set any goals, don’t wanna be pressured. My old 12.31 diaries were mostly reviews of the past, so the word resolution is pretty strange to me. Well, this year, I want it different...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Counting down

It was like yesterday that we discussed in the dorm how old we would be by 2008. The fact is it’s right around the corner. No changes to me, still like a twig floating in a creek. I’m more and more afraid of changes, even a small setting on the computer would make me uncomfortable.

A debating topic we had in university came to my mind: work to live or live to work? By that I found my problem, after a long time of rumination. I live to work, but work can’t fill all my life. It’s not my choice, because I don’t have a choice at all.